Thursday, September 21, 2006

For Anon

4 comments:

Kosin said...

Are you still considering my idea to talk? I sincerely want to say sorry and take responsibility for all that has happened. You have only ever shown me kindness and patience. I will always admire you for that. I am so sorry for the lack of respect I showed you—both last year and before that. Not one day has passed that I have not thought of you. I will always regret losing the connection we shared—it meant the world to me and still does. It hurts me very much not to be able to talk to you or hear how you are doing. It still pains me everyday, even though I try not to show it on the surface. Of course, I fully accept the consequences of my actions and understand that you may have moved on. I simply miss you and want to know that you are happy and well. Even though I know I don’t deserve anything from you, I really hope that someday you will find it in your heart to forgive me.

Anonymous said...

Tonight, we were so close, but yet so far away.

Kosin said...

I know so. It was a horrible feeling, a twisted knot in my chest. I'm so sad...

Anonymous said...

You said a complicated "yes"...can you tell me what is so complicated?